ive been in place where i'm so in control of my thoughts.
i know what i love and no one can tear it apart.
i loved it and i lost it.
how do i make it back to there?

circumstance can suffocate.
even nature,something that could always show me a bigger picture, is failing.
i wish for that time back.

i have just found the joys of ebay
just done the whole pay pal thing
it's vastly improved my life
if anyone can think of anything that's cool to get off there...
so far i'm fixated in the world of chanel nail varnish,make up,st tropez and fake eyelashes
gimme more.
i'm currently 'cranky' so any tips would so help.
;)